Utopia - If I Have To Be Alone

If I Have To Be Alone
Utopia

If I have to be alone

Then I should make my mind serene



After all youre born alone, you die alone
You might as well spend every moment in between alone


But if I have to be alone

Then it will be on my own terms


I can never talk about it, ever show it
Even though the world is watching while I squirm alone



And your bleeding heart friends say, "isnt it sad? "
Then they go make love


While you go insane. insane!

It drives you mad! mad!




My mind, I love my mind
And if no one can feel the same

Im a computer with a name


And Ive got no one else to blame
If I have to be alone



And if nobody understands

That special creature that is me

And if they fail to see the me I see

Then no one else knows truly what it means

To be alone



Maybe once in a lifetime you lose your will


Then you can let down your guard

But they cower in fear. in fear.
It makes you ill! ill!



My heart, my burning heart

And if no one will quench the flame

Im not obliged to do the same

And then theyll have to share the blame
Because I have to be alone


Because I have to be alone

But I dont want to be alone

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